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Author : Sophia Scott
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
Page : 62 pages
File Size : 50,7 Mb
Release : 2018-05-18
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1979474877
Are you hiding behind your smile? Do you want to be free from the hurt of your past? Well, this book is for you! Let go of the pain from your past and move forward!
Author : KJ Harden
Publisher : Page Publishing Inc
Page : 233 pages
File Size : 44,7 Mb
Release : 2022-11-03
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 9781645846581
Karla was a misguided youth who witnessed everything that she was supposed to be protected from. Growing up without a father in her life and a mother who didn't know how to show her love forced her to go out into the world unprepared for the realities of it. She became a mother at the age of eighteen by a man who was six years older with children. Although she never felt love at home, she still opened herself up to the possibilities of being loved and loving someone in return. That search led her to a young man whom she eventually spent eight years of her life with and shared two more children together. During their time together she suffered from mental, physical, and emotional abuse, causing her to finally get up enough courage to leave him. Single again, Karla started doing things that she never had the opportunity to do while with such a controlling man. She started to drink and go out more, which eventually caused her to make decisions that affected and disrupted her household. She met a few men and settled down with one that caught her eye. While trying to pick up the pieces of her life, she started doing a little better and was looking forward to her future without the hurt and pain that she suffered through for years. Trying to better her relationship with her siblings, she invited them to her apartment so that they could spend time together, but nothing would prepare herself for what lay ahead. One night with her family had turned her whole world upside down and left her fighting for her freedom. With everything that she had already gone through, nobody would have ever expected for her to end up in jail, not even her. Leaving behind her children, Karla had to adjust to her new life behind bars. There was no turning back now, she had to fight harder than she had ever fought before. During that fight, she was sexually assaulted by a male deputy that worked at the courthouse. Leaving her with distrust for the same people put in place to protect her, she started to give up and accept things as they were, but God didn't want that for her, so He gave her the vision and sign that she had been waiting for. After being away for almost two years, Karla was released back out into the same cold, cruel world that she was abruptly taken from and had to start rebuilding what was torn down. She also needed to repair the broken relationship with her children, but none of that would come easy for her. Battling depression, being homeless, and running into people that had taken advantage of her instead of helping only made her stronger, and after two years of parole Karla packed the few things she had along with her children and headed for a new life in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, leaving behind everything that was meant to break her and starting a new life for herself and children.
Author : Jannette Blair
Publisher : Jannette Marie Blair
Page : 257 pages
File Size : 46,6 Mb
Release : 2022-01-03
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 8210379456XXX
The Tears Behind my Smile is a long-life journey of an abandoned girl who faces challenges in every walk of her life and the strength she gains from each experience she suffers. It is not an autobiography with an ordinary beginning and a predictable ending; instead the book depicts a series of emotions occurring in the author's life and how she alters herself from a self-pitying girl into a strong, resilient woman. It will enlighten the readers on not to depend on anyone and become the superhero in their own story. A hard but comforting lesson to learn – Loving and forgiving your own self is important because if today you won’t do it, tomorrow you’ll see others taking advantage of your weaknesses. No matter how many mistakes you are making in your life, if you are willing to learn from everything you go through, sooner or later, you will become the best version of yourself and that without anyone else’s support.
Author : Daughter of Zion
Publisher : Balboa Press
Page : 198 pages
File Size : 51,9 Mb
Release : 2016-11-14
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 9781504366281
Step through the looking glass and into her world. With transparency, intimacy and candor, the authoress shares her inspiring life story in this incredibly honest and poignant memoir. In reading her memoir, you will get a glimpse of the first 30 years of her life as she witnessed firsthand the greatest gifts that she could have ever received- Gods mercy, forgiveness and redemption. After enduring years of adversity and hardship, the authoress chronicles her remarkable personal journey of strength, tenacity and willpower. A woman fated to not amount to much in life, through the power of God she transformed herself from being a victim to a victor. She knows all about overcoming the odds. What should have destroyed her destiny only gave her the courage to live triumphantly. Every circumstance she endured has elevated her to a higher level of glory in God. Her story is sure to inspire and encourage you. She believes that the transparency of her memoir will allow you to be confident in God and have faith in Him, regardless of the situations you are going through. Currently a licensed real estate professional, small business manager and entrepreneur, she has an associates degree in human services and a bachelors degree in psychology. She lives with her two children in Connecticut. Her story exemplifies that through God, all things are possible and through Him we are indeed MORE THAN CONQUERORS! In her memoir, the authoress prophetically intercedes for those are experiencing similar circumstances. Intercessory prayers are available to you in this book.
Author : Janella Stroman
Publisher : Lulu.com
Page : 117 pages
File Size : 55,5 Mb
Release : 2014-09-11
Category : Fiction
ISBN : 9781312512221
It happened to me... Wait. Before we go on there something you should know. This is NOT a 'once upon a time' story, it doesn't have a 'happily ever after, ' it's not filled with fairy tales and fables, there is no Prince Charming, the damsel in distress will not be saved, and the guy does not get the girl. This is a journey into the damaged mind of a young girl...
Author : Yassin Hall
Publisher : Booktango
Page : 1 pages
File Size : 48,5 Mb
Release : 2015-02-17
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 9781468955569
This trans-formative book grips readers from the beginning and takes you on an emotional ride through the eyes of a child of a mother suffering with schizophrenia as she matures into womanhood. Journey Untold will make you laugh, make you cry, and most importantly spark a conversation about how people can cope with life?s challenges. Mental illness is something that is still not talked about in the many communities, but especially in communities of color, like the one I grew up in, in the U.S. Virgin Islands. This memoir offers a look at mental illness from my perspective as the child of a mother suffering from the effects of schizophrenia.
Author : Shabarbara Best
Publisher : iUniverse
Page : 63 pages
File Size : 48,8 Mb
Release : 2008-06
Category : Poetry
ISBN : 9780595511624
You Don't Know My Story is a book of 50 poems or small clippings of my life. I was inspired to write this book because of past experiences (mostly painful). In this book, I pray to God or have a conversation with God about what's going on in my life and ask Him to help me get through it. Through experiences with being a single parent, bad relationships, sicknesses, multiple family deaths, backstabbing friends, family hurt, and church hurt, You Don't Know My Story came about. My life is a story that is sometimes hidden with a smile. But through everything that I've been through and still going through, God has always been right there. So, this book is to encourage you to keep holding on and know that you're not alone in this Christian fight. Thank you to everyone who supported this book. Special "Thanks" to everyone in my past and present that motivated me to write this book. May God continue to Bless you!
Author : Tisha Chambers
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 0 pages
File Size : 47,5 Mb
Release : 2022-09-02
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1953788416
The Pain Behind My Smile is a true story of my journey to finding my true self. My experience of true peace, happiness, and love for myself without carrying the weight of my past hurts. If you are a parent, a survivor of child abuse, neglect, molestation, rape, physical abuse, domestic violence, emotional or mental abuse, it does not matter your sex or age. My story is for you because you matter. I did not think I mattered for years. Then, I dedicated nineteen and a half years to working with children who had been through and were dealing with the same challenges I faced as a child. I found that we as adults are too trusting with our children. We often think we know people well. They would not dare harm our children. But, unfortunately, that is so far from the truth. I have spoken to many survivors who knew their perpetrators. But unfortunately, we do not have vital conversations around inappropriate behaviors which lead to child victimization or sexual abuse. I offer suggestions of what to look for as I experienced victimization of many sorts. I am a certified Child & Youth Care Practitioner and a member of The Ohio Association of Child and Youth Care Professionals Inc. Once a foster mom turned to an adoptive parent who has a passion for working with at-risk youth. Sharing my story was an opportunity for healing. I could purge all those feelings and share my truth to free the little girl inside who endured so much. It was not an easy task to share my story. I was that little girl all over again. She set the tone.
Author : Thulisile P Mbatha
Publisher : AuthorHouse
Page : 187 pages
File Size : 50,6 Mb
Release : 2021-03-01
Category : Poetry
ISBN : 9781665586115
Thousands of people all over the world live with depression and are afraid of asking help, so many people smile and laugh to cover up all the pain buried deep inside them. Poetry was a way for me to express my emotions, each poem has its own story to tell, from happiness, family, friends, depression, love to death. I want to spread awareness that depression is real and that people who cut themselves and commit suicide do that for a good reason, they don’t just to do it because they want to but because of the emotional pain they feel inside of them. Poetry is an easy way for one to express they emotions. It brings inner peace to one’s soul. In poetry I found a person to talk too and communicate with about my emotions and I know they are thousands of people who are going through the same thing. No matter how hard life can get always remember one thing, “You are worth it and never change who you are for someone else”.
Author : Kevin Dirmann
Publisher : Dorrance Publishing
Page : 148 pages
File Size : 47,7 Mb
Release : 2021-12-15
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 9781649572950
Coffee, Chaos, and Cuss Words: Life Through The Eyes Of A Former Army Interrogator & Others By: Kevin Dirmann A disabled combat veteran in a world where we all experience or have felt alone, misunderstood… or as if they are alone in their thoughts and feelings… This is a collection of the real life experiences and the perspectives on the complexity of life through the eyes of Kevin Dirmann as well as others. Encompassing difficult and traumatic events including: the stories of war as a former Army interrogator, the struggles of PTSD, depression, childhood trauma, rape and rape survival. Know you are not alone in your experiences, struggles, and trauma. There is an entire community just like yourself for support and kinship. Our stories may differ, but we all experience and struggle the same. Additionally, Kevin Dirmann strives for the family, friends, and loved ones to gain a deeper understanding or kinship of trauma, struggle, and hardships so many experience. Most importantly, to start conversations increasing understanding between one another. With understanding comes empathy, support, and healing. Our world becomes bigger, we gain empathy and understanding for those we don’t know. This is an opportunity of personal growth and understanding within ourselves and the world that surrounds us.
Author : Colin Dalton
Publisher : Author House
Page : 26 pages
File Size : 50,7 Mb
Release : 2013-10
Category : Juvenile Nonfiction
ISBN : 9781491822180
Pre-Service Teacher Biographies Hany Carreño I am a student at the University of Houston-Downtown, currently pursuing a Bachelor's degree in EC-6 Bilingual Education. I was mesmerized by the creativity and effort that the students put into this project. It was an unforgettable experience that helped me understand the need for creativity and inspiration in our youth. It was a privilege to work with these students and see them exploiting their creative talent. Romina Escobar I am a pre-service teacher in the Department of Urban Education at the University of Houston-Downtown. I assisted Jasmine N., Amy M., Miriam L., and Caymen J. in the writing of the poetry within this book. I was presently surprised with the level of literary talent among my group of teenage girls housed at the detention facility. As a future Early Childhood through 6th grade Bilingual Teacher, I plan to replicate this project with future students. Nazira Ghazal I am currently a student of the University of Houston-Downtown, perusing an Interdisciplinary Education EC-6 degree. I love working with kids, so I was honored and very excited to be a part of this great program. Being a part of this program opened up my eyes to how much our kids need guidance; I hope that one day I can work with children and become a role model or someone they can look up to.
Author : Vicki L. Kemp
Publisher : Christian Living Books, Inc.
Page : 200 pages
File Size : 48,7 Mb
Release : 2018-05
Category : Religion
ISBN : 9781562293567
We all aspire to do better and be better. Yet, sometimes, as much as we try, we find ourselves trapped in a prison of yesterday’s sorrows, relentlessly taunted by our past, and dwelling on the saddest words “if only.” If you desire to let go and move from a life of rejection to acceptance, want your todays to exceed your yesterdays, and journey to a brighter future, this book is for you. It will motivate you to turn what you thought were impossibilities into possibilities. You will learn how to start the process of healing, take control of your mind, improve your relationships, and develop deeper intimacy with God. As you apply the truths outlined and complete the exercises, you will tap into THE source of power you need to make your today much better than yesterday.
Author : Victoria Stopp
Publisher : McFarland
Page : 172 pages
File Size : 44,5 Mb
Release : 2017-11-15
Category : Health & Fitness
ISBN : 9781476669908
"Tuesday morning, I spent an hour with a neurologist trying to figure out why I kept tripping over my feet. He pushed and pulled on my legs, whacked me with a reflex hammer and shone a light so deep into my eyes I thought it might illuminate the wall behind my head. That afternoon, I drove home and ordered a new backpacking tent." Pain is an unforgiving equalizer--forget social status, race or gender. For people suffering from chronic pain, "real life" can get lost among endless appointments, diagnoses, prescriptions and medical bills. Living a life beyond mere survival becomes as big a battle as fighting the pain itself. Drawing on her experiences as both a patient and a health-care professional, the author candidly describes her sudden transition from a healthy, active lifestyle to years of learning to live with debilitating pain.
Author : LaToiya Whipple, MA BA
Publisher : Christian Faith Publishing, Inc.
Page : 260 pages
File Size : 52,5 Mb
Release : 2022-03-09
Category : Body, Mind & Spirit
ISBN : 9781098095567
Dear Reader, These poems are a collection of some of the most suspenseful, dramatic, and intense moments of the most unpleasant yet transforming lyrics of LaToiya Whipple’s life. The reader will be left sitting on the edge of his seat after indulging in the literary collection—that will transform and cause the reader to reach into those emotions that most people will shy away from. This poetry book, Broken, Crushed, Shattered, Mended, Healed: How to Survive a Broken Heart by Elder LaToiya Whipple, will teach the reader how to deal with hurt. This book will teach you how to function while being broken, crushed, and shattered, by allowing God’s Word to mend and heal one’s heart. The reader’s lives will be transformed, globally, psychologically, and spiritually for the betterment of his internal well-being. Shalom, Elder LaToiya Whipple, MA, BA
Author : Ian Rivers,C. Laura Lovin
Publisher : Springer Nature
Page : 288 pages
File Size : 44,5 Mb
Release : 2023-05-12
Category : Political Science
ISBN : 9783031293788
At a time when political mobilisation is a symptom of social dissatisfaction, young people’s participation in political decision-making, practice and ideological change, make foregrounding and investigating their political practices a necessity. The title of this book, Young People Shaping Democratic Politics: Interrogating Inclusion, Mobilising Education clearly announces its intention, subject, and mission. This collection has been inspired by topical youth mobilisations that aim to address injustices and inequalities which are rooted in poverty, austerity, violence, increased surveillance, climate change, dislocation, xenophobia, the rise of authoritarian regimes, and a global turn to the political right. Whereas young people are politicised in moments of conflict and become symbolic conduits for the future of their nation, they represent a category most often relegated to the apolitical sphere before and after such moments of crisis. This edited collection seeks to expand our engagement with inclusion beyond educational institutions by situating young people at the centre of our inquiry, as agents of political processes that promote, problematise and re-imagine inclusive societies. The chapters engage in contemporary case-studies, which are mapped across a wide range of countries from Europe (Serbia, Spain and United Kingdom), North Africa (Egypt), South Africa, North America (United States), South-Asia (Bangladesh), and West Asia (Lebanon).