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Pain Behind the Smile

Author : Leah Hulan
Publisher : Eggman Publishing
Page : 168 pages
File Size : 49,5 Mb
Release : 1995
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : PSU:000031403047

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Former Miss Tennessee Leah Hulan, currently a Lieutenant in the United States Army, chronicles her battles with a tumultuous past, including sexual abuse, rape & sexual harassment in the military & the oft-times terminal disease, bulimia. Lieutenant Hulan has held the titles of Miss Tennessee, Miss Tennessee USA & was a top five finalist in the Miss USA pageant in 1995. Hulan presents a behind- the-scenes look at beauty pageants, the sacrifices made by the contestants & the psychological & emotional toll taken on the women who participate. Hulan also addresses her eating disorder & its psychological & physiological ramifications. Her poignant, first person narrative transcends the clinical explanations of the disease & provides first-hand accounts of the torturous pain caused by bulimia. A veteran of Operation Desert Storm. Hulan's recollections paint a horrifying picture of life in the service in the isolated desert. PAIN BEHIND THE SMILE is a heart-wrenching narrative account that exposes the deep, emotional turmoil that lurks beneath the beauty queen's smile. Eggman Publishing, $12.95, ISBN 1-886371-01-6, Call (615) 327-9390 for information. 2909 Poston Avenue, Suite 203, Nashville, TN 37203.

The Pain Behind My Smile

Author : Adrienne Logan
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
Page : 110 pages
File Size : 43,7 Mb
Release : 2017-07-19
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1545535868

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Early in Life, Adrienne learned how to masquerade her pain and harbor her secrets. Entering into early adulthood, Adrienne meets Tyrell and shortly after he pops the question. Ignoring some of the warning signs presented to her, Adrienne continued with the wedding planning. Despite her mixed feelings she felt, and not wanting to disappoint the guest, Adrienne proceeded with the wedding ceremony and unknowingly entered into a union of abuse, deceit, and pain. While contemplating her escape, Adrienne receives an unexpected phone call from a bald, sexy, and tattooed gentleman by the name of "Satin". Adrienne's and "Satin's" friendship took flight. "Satin" showed her the most memorable moments, leading Adrienne on some of the highest escapades ever. But as we all know, scientifically what goes up must come down. Suddenly, Adrienne's world is turned upside down when she is blind sided by a 3 punch combo that changes her life forever. She then search to find a way to put her life back together.

Eccedentesiast

Author : Nina Gilmore
Publisher : Independently Published
Page : 96 pages
File Size : 45,5 Mb
Release : 2019-05-06
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1096997169

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Eccedentesiast by Nina Gilmore Pdf

A person who hides hardship or sorrow behind a smile- ECCEDENTESIAST is a poetry concoction of different elements of life. This book will connect to any and everyone. There is no certain kind of poem in this collection, for it contains love, despair, deceit, happiness and finding yourself. Eccedentesiast will have you laughing, crying tears of sadness and tears of joy. My dream is to touch lives and embrace different lifestyles all over the world.

The Hurt of My Pain Behind My Smile

Author : Sophia Scott
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
Page : 62 pages
File Size : 52,7 Mb
Release : 2018-05-18
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1979474877

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The Hurt of My Pain Behind My Smile by Sophia Scott Pdf

Are you hiding behind your smile? Do you want to be free from the hurt of your past? Well, this book is for you! Let go of the pain from your past and move forward!

The Pain Hidden behind My Smile

Author : KJ Harden
Publisher : Page Publishing Inc
Page : 233 pages
File Size : 49,8 Mb
Release : 2022-11-03
Category : Biography & Autobiography
ISBN : 9781645846581

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The Pain Hidden behind My Smile by KJ Harden Pdf

Karla was a misguided youth who witnessed everything that she was supposed to be protected from. Growing up without a father in her life and a mother who didn't know how to show her love forced her to go out into the world unprepared for the realities of it. She became a mother at the age of eighteen by a man who was six years older with children. Although she never felt love at home, she still opened herself up to the possibilities of being loved and loving someone in return. That search led her to a young man whom she eventually spent eight years of her life with and shared two more children together. During their time together she suffered from mental, physical, and emotional abuse, causing her to finally get up enough courage to leave him. Single again, Karla started doing things that she never had the opportunity to do while with such a controlling man. She started to drink and go out more, which eventually caused her to make decisions that affected and disrupted her household. She met a few men and settled down with one that caught her eye. While trying to pick up the pieces of her life, she started doing a little better and was looking forward to her future without the hurt and pain that she suffered through for years. Trying to better her relationship with her siblings, she invited them to her apartment so that they could spend time together, but nothing would prepare herself for what lay ahead. One night with her family had turned her whole world upside down and left her fighting for her freedom. With everything that she had already gone through, nobody would have ever expected for her to end up in jail, not even her. Leaving behind her children, Karla had to adjust to her new life behind bars. There was no turning back now, she had to fight harder than she had ever fought before. During that fight, she was sexually assaulted by a male deputy that worked at the courthouse. Leaving her with distrust for the same people put in place to protect her, she started to give up and accept things as they were, but God didn't want that for her, so He gave her the vision and sign that she had been waiting for. After being away for almost two years, Karla was released back out into the same cold, cruel world that she was abruptly taken from and had to start rebuilding what was torn down. She also needed to repair the broken relationship with her children, but none of that would come easy for her. Battling depression, being homeless, and running into people that had taken advantage of her instead of helping only made her stronger, and after two years of parole Karla packed the few things she had along with her children and headed for a new life in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, leaving behind everything that was meant to break her and starting a new life for herself and children.

The Pain Behind My Smile

Author : Melissa Trinchet
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 124 pages
File Size : 45,9 Mb
Release : 2018-07-13
Category : Family & Relationships
ISBN : 1732471231

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What must we do when love is not enough? Faced with the trials and tribulations of a tumultuous marriage, Melissa discovers that the greatest love she's ever known had always been inside of her heart. Empowered to rebuild her life and arm herself with new perspective, Melissa is determined to inspire new generations, not afraid to find the joy in the resolve of compassion for others.

Behind the Smile

Author : Marie Osmond,Marcia Wilkie,Dr. Judith Moore
Publisher : Grand Central Publishing
Page : 217 pages
File Size : 53,5 Mb
Release : 2008-11-15
Category : Health & Fitness
ISBN : 9780446549912

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Behind the Smile by Marie Osmond,Marcia Wilkie,Dr. Judith Moore Pdf

More than one out of 10 new mothers experience post-partum depression (PPD), yet few women seek help. After Marie Osmond, beloved singer and TV talk show host, gave birth to her seventh child (four of her children are adopted), she became increasingly depressed. One night, she handed over her bank card to her babysitter, got in her car, and drove north-with no intention of returning until she had emerged from her crisis. After she went public with her own experiences with PPD on Oprah and Larry King Live, the response was overwhelming. Now collaborating with a doctor who helped her through her ordeal, Marie Osmond will share the fear and depression she overcame, and reveal how she put it all behind her and is moving on with her life.

Happiness

Author : Daniel Nettle
Publisher : OUP Oxford
Page : 224 pages
File Size : 48,5 Mb
Release : 2005-05-12
Category : Psychology
ISBN : 9780191604744

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What exactly is happiness? Can we measure it? Why are some people happy and others not? And is there a drug that could eliminate all unhappiness? People all over the world, and throughout the ages, have thought about happiness, argued about its nature, and, most of all, desired it. But why do we have such a strong instinct to pursue happiness? And if happiness is good in itself, why haven't we simply evolved to be happier? Daniel Nettle uses the results of the latest psychological studies to ask what makes people happy and unhappy, what happiness really is, and to examine our urge to achieve it. Along the way we look at brain systems, at mind-altering drugs, and how happiness is now marketed to us as a commodity. Nettle concludes that while it may be unrealistic to expect lasting happiness, our evolved tendency to seek happiness drives us to achieve much that is worthwhile in itself. What is more, it seems to be not your particular circumstances that define whether you are happy so much as your attitude towards life. Happiness gives us the latest scientific insights into the nature of our feelings of well-being, and what these imply for how we might live our lives.

My Brainless Heart

Author : Ayushi Agarwal
Publisher : Notion Press
Page : 40 pages
File Size : 52,8 Mb
Release : 2020-04-18
Category : Poetry
ISBN : 9781648508813

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My Brainless Heart by Ayushi Agarwal Pdf

For everyone who is going through a tough time, hang in there buddy, it will all be fine. It is not that we are a generation of sad people, it is just that we do not have any concrete reason to be happy. But now we need to find our own reason to be happy, to wake up every day with a smile, to enjoy the little things and acknowledge the small efforts that others make. Please love yourself, be’cause no matter what others say, you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are loved. The beauty of the world will only make you smile for some time. It is only when you recognize the beauty within you, you achieve real happiness. Happiness is the best thing that you can give yourself and the ones around you. Life is difficult, but you can make it easy for yourself. Give yourself time. And in this game of being the best, have you left the best in you behind?

The Hurt Behind the Smile

Author : Melonie D. Forest
Publisher : AuthorHouse
Page : 125 pages
File Size : 49,7 Mb
Release : 2012-07-19
Category : Fiction
ISBN : 9781468581416

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When Marissa met Ben she thought he was her knight in shining armor. But as time went by she learned that he was a wolf in sheeps clothing. After finding out about another woman name Kim she finds comfort in the arms of other men trying to fill the hole in her heart while still riding an emotional yet sexual roller coaster with him. Wanting to be loved and understood she sets out to tell her side of their relationship to his mother trying to make her understand why she made the choices she did. Author Melonie D. Forest takes you into a world of sex, lies, betrayal and how easy you can be blinded by love.

The Pain in a Smile

Author : Giuseppe De Martino
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 172 pages
File Size : 47,6 Mb
Release : 2020-07-28
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 9798670306683

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To all those who hide their pain behind a smile, may this story help you defeat your demons. A sunny day, a smile full of joy, a melody made of the chirping of birds and the rustling of a river bed. A moonless night, a bed of pain, a dark and silent room that, every night, becomes a deafening melody, a composition of screams, nightmares and demons that tears the soul apart. Three characters so different, but so similar: Cameron, sad eyes and breathtaking smiles, a homosexual boy not at peace with his sexuality because of the ignorance of his family and society; Jocelyn, eyes full of joy and smiles full of pain, an obese girl derided by her peers; finally, Trevis, cold heart and warm eyes, free to be what he wants to be. But do people without fears exist? People without pain in their smiles? The stories of these three characters intersect profoundly until each becomes the salvation of the other. Friendship and love merge so deeply that you can no longer tell the difference. Giuseppe De Martino was born in Naples on 9 July, 1996. He soon discovered a strong passion for acting, writing and singing, quickly becoming a professional in the world of entertainment. After graduating from drama school, he won the 20th edition of the Emily Dickinson International Literary Prize. He has collaborated on various theatre and television projects, and, at the age of 21, he published his debut novel, The Pain in a Smile. After critical acclaim for the social issues discussed in the book, he decided to translate the novel into English. He now lives in the UK, and he always tries, with his pen and his art, to create a better world.

The Pain Behind My Smile

Author : Tisha Chambers
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 0 pages
File Size : 43,8 Mb
Release : 2022-09-02
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1953788416

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The Pain Behind My Smile is a true story of my journey to finding my true self. My experience of true peace, happiness, and love for myself without carrying the weight of my past hurts. If you are a parent, a survivor of child abuse, neglect, molestation, rape, physical abuse, domestic violence, emotional or mental abuse, it does not matter your sex or age. My story is for you because you matter. I did not think I mattered for years. Then, I dedicated nineteen and a half years to working with children who had been through and were dealing with the same challenges I faced as a child. I found that we as adults are too trusting with our children. We often think we know people well. They would not dare harm our children. But, unfortunately, that is so far from the truth. I have spoken to many survivors who knew their perpetrators. But unfortunately, we do not have vital conversations around inappropriate behaviors which lead to child victimization or sexual abuse. I offer suggestions of what to look for as I experienced victimization of many sorts. I am a certified Child & Youth Care Practitioner and a member of The Ohio Association of Child and Youth Care Professionals Inc. Once a foster mom turned to an adoptive parent who has a passion for working with at-risk youth. Sharing my story was an opportunity for healing. I could purge all those feelings and share my truth to free the little girl inside who endured so much. It was not an easy task to share my story. I was that little girl all over again. She set the tone.

Eccedentesiast

Author : Floretta Hector
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 78 pages
File Size : 52,8 Mb
Release : 2021-03-29
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 1667190911

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Imagine being a young girl, going through so many struggles of life and the people around you, though they can hear you crying, they aren't actually listening to your pain. The weight of these struggles now become so heavy that you have to let it out. As a young girl, the writer found her gift in writing by just venting her thoughts on paper. It seemed easier to whisper to a blank page through ink than it it was to talk to people who never took the time to listen. By doing this, the writer wrote many different poems of emotions. These are only a few of the poetic works of Floretta Hector.

Behind the Smile

Author : Kp Rogers
Publisher : Unknown
Page : 160 pages
File Size : 47,5 Mb
Release : 2020-06-03
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 9798650933168

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In this emotionally hard-hitting book, KP Rogers weaves a vivid and compelling record of Métis children taken from their family like a "litter of unwanted kittens" and raised in a cold, abusive foster home. She shares the terrifying memories of being separated from her mother and then her siblings, and the life-long struggle to heal from the effects of diverse and perpetual abuses and trauma of foster care. All around these children, people knew much of what was happening to them - why did no one blow the whistle? Why were the known events never investigated by Child Welfare, to protect these children?KP Rogers exposes a malevolent truth of the Canadian Child Welfare system in what is now known as the Sixties Scoop. She reveals a dark story with a bright ending of repatriation to family and cultural roots, and personal triumph over adversity. Behind the Smile is a tribute to the tens of thousands of Sixties Scoop survivors, and the affected families of the Metis Nation, the Inuit, and the First Nations. It is a testament of the resilience of the human spirit to overcome adversity and early childhood trauma.

The Pain Behind the Smile

Author : Kristi Clinard Durance
Publisher : Independently Published
Page : 0 pages
File Size : 41,6 Mb
Release : 2023-08-21
Category : Electronic
ISBN : 9798858399209

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The Pain Behind the Smile by Kristi Clinard Durance Pdf

Kristi Clinard Durance hid behind her smile for more than 30 years of her life. Anyone who has ever come in contact with her has been greeted with a big smile. She was raised by two wonderful parents in an amazing community. One would never suspect she was hiding so much pain. Losing both siblings and her father, she was shattered on the inside. Her coping mechanism was to harbor the feelings inside. When her life began spiraling out of control, and she was angry all the time, she knew it was time for her ultimate healing. She knew her ultimate healing would only come through God, so she surrendered it all to Him.